black and white version of the bastard plan!!! took soo much longer than I thought it would. I hope jamie doesn't rip the shit out of it too much.

here is my Avatar enjoying the snow for me.

feels like running in treacle, but I'm determined!! I will trace this once more hopefully tonight!!

this is my sketch up working model.....its helping me to think about levels and how to sculpt the land working away on my master plan but still not done...feels like allot to do now before I'm ready for monday.

I don't know why I do this to myself, back myself into a corner so that panic rises in my throat, before I'm motivated to overcome my deepest fears (that I'm not good enough). and even my strengths become a barrier as I'm afraid to acknowledge them because if I do they might float away out of reach and I'd be left with absolutely nothing.

"As far as I'm concerned, I prefer silent vice to ostentatious virtue."
Albert Einstein